dare to

today, i got pissed off.
the people you care about the most can sometimes be the people who would make life hard for you. in my life, i only have a few friends. What i do have is a very big family i hope you get the general idea. and right now, the family is riding a very bumpy ride.
i've grown very attached to ms. pink, oriental princess, pikemon and timuks. i'm not used to not seeing them, not talking to them or not even hearing their voice for a day. so it feels relly weird right now that we're going through something i don't even understand *really... i know what's happening but i'm wondering why its happening* i hope we can get back to normal.
its hard though. there are sacrifices you make in a friendship specially when you love each other like blood brothers or sisters. i can't say i'm willing to make the sacrifice. i'm human afterall. but i can try to be open to it. man! you can't even understand what i'm talking about. lol.
well, let me jut put it this way. will you ever be ready to let go of something that you have loved? you may foresee loosing it but you'll try your best not to. isn't that how its always been?
in this matter, i think we're at the crossroads (another one) and as usual, we can either loose each other or become stronger... i hope we become the lather. *eye twinkling*
this has turned out to be a drama. lol.
have you ever noticed how my blogs end up like dramas? lol.

on the lighter side, i joined an essay competition today.
i'm really crosing my fingers coz i need the money. hahahahaha!^_^;
and i spent the night with my girls!
one of the best things that women have is how they can gather round and just talk non-stop! lol. its one grace from heaven i really love!
heard of "Girls" by Destiny's Child *they're splitting up though and its making me sad*... i just love it...

Here is the lyric of the song... just love it...


Take a minute girl, come sit down
And tell us what's been happening
In your face I can see the pain
Don't you try to convince us that you're happy (yeah)
We've seen this all before
But he's taking advantage of the passion
Because we've come too far
For you to feel alone
You don't let him walk over your heart
I'm telling you

[chorus]
Girl, I can tell you've been crying
And you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love ya


See, what y'all don't know about him
Is I can't let him go because he needs me
It ain't really him, it's stress from his job
And I ain't making it easy
I know you see him bugging most of the time
But I know deep inside, he don't mean it
It gets hard sometimes
But I need my man
I don't think y'all understand
I'm telling you

[chorus]
Girl, I can tell you've been crying
And you needing somebody to talk to
(we understand, don't be ashamed of your friend)
Girl, I can tell he's been lying (oh, I can tell he's been lying to you)
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you (he's not good for you)
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love ya

Girl, I can tell you've been crying (girl, I can tell you been crying)
And you needing somebody to talk to (I can see it in your eyes)
Girl, I can tell he's been lying (I can tell he’s been lying)
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you (I can see it in you)
Girl, you don't have to be hiding (I know what your feeling girl)
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love ya


(Girl) girl, take a good look at yourself
He got you going through hell
We ain't never seen ya down like this
What you mean, you don't need us to help
We known each other too well
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
And don't you know we love ya

Yeah

[chorus]
Girl, I can tell you've been crying (girl)
And you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying
(I been knowin' you since you was ten
You cannot hide from your friends, girl)
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love ya

Girl, I can tell you've been crying
And you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl, you don't have to be hiding
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love ya

this makes me celebrate my being a woh-man! lol. *ms. universe sort of thing* i miss mah gurls!
by the way, today is zsa-zsa's birthday! one of mah most special girlfriends! luv her to bits! she's busy modelling right now... soon we'll be hanging out again... misssshhhh hhhhur....

*check out lyricsbox.com for more lyrics. there's even a variety of pinoy music around. lol.*